"I's Married Now!" ...lol

So funny....so the wedding date of 070707 has passed. So many people got married on that day just crazy they say over 30,000...anywho back to my wedding day...wow...i was such in a rush...go to the park at 9 (the guys beat us there...lol shame we were only 5 mins away)...go get my hair done....get back get dressed...that was like at 1:45 limo was out side waiting on me...guys beat us to the park again...they sat in the limo for like an hour and a half before we got there...(my poor baby...lol but according to them they was coo)...decoration falling down because of the wind...we were by the beach so we were getting that ocean breeze....one of the lil ones did not show...duno what the trip was but we had a replacement lined up so that worked on out!...lol haters...i rushed the girls out the limo after we sat there for another 15 or so...



All the girls looked pretty...the dress made every look flattering they worked it...they all looked sexy...(yay foxy mommas!) and guys looked nice from head to toe...looked smooth and clean...(yay...they were sooo hot!) awl everyone loved the colors...(that Mr.Margerum takes credit for picking out...lmao)...awl and the kiddies looked soooo sooo cute...my lil man looked soo handsome he was wearing that tux...Mr. Margerum hummmm....lol he looked good too...or should i say fly...yeah...okay fly...lmao...he was super nervous too...awl my baby...the wedding turned out well...just one thing i would change...and that would be me smiling more as i came down the aisle...lol but hey that is minor compared to what i thought would happen...lol here are some pics enjoy...

The whole Gang (you can't see my Donje'a...)

Lil Dennis and Djuana (DJ my cuz)

Demetrek and Shanda (my lil sis.)


Darnell (donnie's bro) and Keya


Doug (donnie's bro) and Nia (my best friend)


Delvon (donnie's bro) and Michelle (my cuz)

Tito and Brandy


Grandpa and I


"Meet me at the alter"


Mr. & Mrs. Margerum


Donje'a





SMOOCHES 070707

Now I'm Counting...

Just a few weeks ago i was not eeeeeven counting the days down to my wedding...others were doing it for me {lol}...now it is hard not too. Man...just 3 more days...THREE! and here i come {duhn duhn da duhn nigga duhn duhn da duhn [lmao inside joke]}...but yeah our last days...i am lying here on my bed with my Destiny staring at me...fireworks bursting in the air...looking forward to my bright future. Everything is planned out looking super nice...ooooo our first rehearsal o my god! I almost turned into bridezilla and my baby...lmao he was a definite groomszilla...lmao well to me any way...by the end everyone was together and organized...and my groom and i put down our swords...it looked good! Everyone did not make it but i am more than confident that it will look twice as good on the actual day. The whole family is super excited...a wedding has not taken place in a long time for both his family and mine...so they are more excited than us i think! They are happy for us...others sometime look at our relationship and wish theirs functioned the same...i say it is what you make it...(i.e. you crazy yo relationship gon be crazy, you full of drama, yo relationship gon be FULL of drama) but you know to each his/her own...no judgement here what ever makes you happy...just remember it is two of you in the relationship...and the other person may not agree wit yo ways...anywho...i am looking forward to seeing a few faces at the wedding...and missing SOME of the faces i won't see...(i.e. Che-Che...love ya i know if you could be here you would; and it's kill'n you not to be! it's all good we will take lots of pics :) this post is long enough! lol...but i am ready....sooo ready i guess you can say excited...yeah...i hope everything turns out right and if it doesn't i think i will be able to laugh it off...{i hope} lol...but i am definitely ready...more than ready...I told ya'll last year lmao this very day! "He's Super Hype! and I'm Future Wifey! 070707" ha! i meant that aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh......yeah boi! who says dreams don't really come true?! I LOVE YOU BABE! AND MAY ALL OUR DREAMS {continue to} COME TRUE! mmmmmmmmmmm ma! A!A!A! youknowiloveu right?! {lol i.j.}

Next post i'll be Mrs.Margerum! sooooo until next post...HOLLA!

Okay I'm gona CRY...

So yesterday on the way home I listened to the song that i picked to walk down the aisle to...wow it is soooo intense...i love the song...i have not even told Mr.Margerum what it is...he may have an idea though...but he will have to wait until the day to find out the answer...I listened to it again today on the way to work and tears started building up in my eyes...wow...I was thinking about the day i walk down the aisle...to my Destiny...to the man that i love that will do anything to make things happen...keep things tight...awl...I am going to be emotional...mess up all my make up...because this song if you really listen to it...close your eyes...listen to the words...the artist sings it with so much passion that it makes you believe...and i do...the words of the song perfectly describe the way that i love him...soo babe have your handkerchief ready to dry my tears...cuz it is going to rain...lets just hope that I am able to stop the tears from falling...lol at least enough to get through the ceremony and not look a hot mess when it is all said and done...smooches...until next post...holla...boo hoo hoo....

Hey ALL!

I am sitting at work bored out of my mind! I am sooo ready to go home! Anywho the wedding is in a few weeks...and we are still preparing...when does it end...i am guessing not until you walk down the isle...and guaranteed it is going to be someone call'n me on the side "pssst psst cre! you need to do this!" i swear i can hear it now...I have been told i am one of the calmest brides...lol I am pretty calm...that is because i do well under pressure...BUT i do feel it from time to time...i dont' want to come off like a drill sargent but hey you gotta do whatcha gotta do sometimes...I am just trying to make sure all my girls are right...and i am sure he is doing the same on his end...making sure all his guys are right...I am excited...people ask me all the damn time...are you excited?! are you excited?! well hell are you? LMAO...j/k it is mostly my friends...and some random people...i give them a faint look like..."do i look excited to you?" and they ignore it and say well i am...lol! funny...weddings are something that don't happen often...funerals happen more round my way...so most funerals...though sad...it's a rejoicing occasion being that everyone has not seen one another for sooooo long that they are soooo happy to see each other...it is like a family reunion...well at least come 070707 we will be reuniting for a positive reason...no tears except for the happy over joyous ones...no drinking to sorrow...but drinking to the good times and more good times to come...toasting to the future....well i will try to keep you more up dated as we get closer to the BIG event! yay...i go in an out...(stress....excitement...stress...excitement) can't help it...lol but i am happy! chhheeeeese...until next post! holla!

Say It AiN't sO!?

So a few of my friends decided to join the lil blog scene!...funny lol...i am more than interested to see what they will be posting...I never really thought that they would be interested in having a personal blog...for god's sake! they were super super faithful to the "myspace" movement...lol how dare you sneak out to the other side of the net?...just joking with ya'll...try to catch up with me...cuz i wanna read ya mind...lol anywho...nothing new other than that...one more month til the wedding...YAY...having night mares about the day in general...but everyone ends with a smile on my face... so i guess....that's...a good thing? Let's hope so! Well that is all for now...until next post...HOLLA!

P.S if you want to hit up any of my pep's blogs...check the links on the side of the page...(i.e. PhatBoi's World)...:)

SooOOoo

It seems super duper official being that I just mailed out all the invites...(I know i am late) lets just hope people actually show up...Man the fears never end with this wedding planning business now does it? It is getting closer and closer and every time I think about it my heart skips a beat...man...I can't stand for people to ask me anymore...are you ready are you ready? I just take a deep breath and say with a smile...yep...But I am so concerned...I just hope everything goes as planned...that is the only thing i am worried about...because you plan and plan yet something is bound to happen...let's just hope it is a small boo boo opposed to a huge one...lol...My dress...my dress is not back yet...every time i call "o it will be in next week...o call back tomorrow...o i will call you right back in 20"...yeah sure you will and sure it will...I swear...I am ready for the day to happen...ready to get hitched...to the man i love...celebrate with our kids...and have fun with the rest of our family...it is going to be something...lol let's hope it is something good...lol (I'm nervous)...lol aaaahhhhhhhhhh so tense...well until next post!

WOW!

I was reading my horoscope and a lot of it was a lot like me that it is almost scary so i decided to post a few...take a look...


Daily Overview for May 11, 2007

Quickie:Whether you think your dreams are prophetic or not, you must pay attention to them.

(my dreams humm...i really don't pay attention to them like i used to when i was younger...that is when i believe dreams will really come true...now it is like i have to face the reality of the situation...if you want something you have to work for it, or at it...cuz life is soooo not a dream!)

Overview:You want to start kicking butt and taking names. Easy, tiger. Once the heat of the moment cools off, you might see things in a different light. For now, breathe and resolve to deal with this at a later time.

(Which matter is this in my life?...i always always give people chance upon chance to get on my good side...i do...but if you choose not too you choose not too...but like it says...while i am dealing with the situation...i let it coo off...i relax and breath...and i put it off too the next chance...someones chance may be running out...better make it right...)


Daily Overview for May 10, 2007

Quickie:Problems that arise today will probably sort themselves out if you give them time.

(Man, if this is not true...planning this wedding is like overwhelming at times...with time and money...everyone is stepping up to the plate in pitching in...and volunteering time...i love it...and it is really working its self right on out :} )

Overview:You're in a truth-telling (and truth-hearing) mood. Few signs can take it (or dish it out) the way you do. Now is a great opportunity to clear the air -- maybe with a key player in your life, or maybe just with yourself.

(Hummm i don't know what this means...i mean i know what all of it means except the last "be truthful with yourself"? i have to be truthful with myself before anyone else...and i always am...and like they said some people can't take it...i may have lost many of friends because of the truth...but i think i have kept way more...valuable friends being truthful...i tell people up front don't tell me if you don't want to know the TRUTH.

Daily Overview for May 09, 2007

Quickie:Ask for something and you will get it. This includes attention from powerful people.

(This one i really need...lol cuz uh...i am looking for new opportunities...lol and i know i got skills so they better pay me for them...and i don't bite my tongue when it comes to asking for compensation...yooooouuuuu know!...lol

Overview:Expect the unexpected. Better yet, greet it with open arms and a big hug. Not only will your attitude be disarming, the universe will find a way to integrate this new event smoothly with the rest of your life.

(Well this humm...the unexpected surly did approach...and i did not greet it with open arms...but i am becoming a lil more open minded about the situation...so we shall see only time can tell...)

Let's end with tomorrow's horoscope...lol hummm


Daily Overview for May 12, 2007

Quickie:Are you always initiating plans with friends? Take a break and see who takes over.

(Man this is sooooo true...i often wonder myself...and complain about it to my significant other..."hi babe"...lol lil shot out! like dang i am the one always call'n always if it weren't for me there would be no calls...so who is going to step it up? huh? huh? huh?)

Overview:As much as you would like to be able to, you just can't argue yourself out of having these feelings. Yes, they're not what you're used to, but just go with it. You have to go through them. There's no shortcut.

(well being that this is tomorrow's horoscope i can't even speak on it cuz i have not experience this and i really have no clue about what feelings really i wish i did...lol too funny...i have feelings of excitement right now...that is it soo much going on...to be excited about so i don't know where there are coming from...!)

Get to Know ya Girl!

Name:
Cre some call me Cre~ Cre, some call me mom, and one calls me babe ;-)

Birthdate:
APrIL 17Th YeAH BoY!

Birthplace:
PaRAMoUT, cALi

Current Location:
WoRK PLaCE

Eye Color:
BrOwN

Hair Color:
DaRK BrOwN

Height:
5'7

Weight:
mMMMmm SOrRY I DoN'T KNoW AnD If I Did I WOuLD'Nt TeLL

Piercings:
3

Tatoos:
1

Boyfriend/Girlfriend:
Fiance

Overused Phraze:
GEeK, DOrK, YoUr'RE a REtARD! Hay! BE QUIET!, BAbE…


FAVORITES

Food:
MmM…NoT REaLLY AnY FAVS AnY MOrE

Candy:
SnICKerS! hUNgRY WhY WAiT? (LOL)

Number:
I'm GoN SaY 070707…U KNOW! LOL

Color:
NO fAv SO lEt'S Go wIt gREeN!

Animal:
I DoNt LiKe AnImALs

Drink:
OrAnGe SoDa StrAWbeRRy

Alcohol Drink:
I Am oN ThIS Miatia KicK, Hennessy

Bagel:
RAIsIN Cinnamon

Letter:
D…..ummm K…….ummm M…..(lol)

Body Part on Opposite sex:
ArMs

This or That

Pepsi or Coke:
CoKe

McDonalds or BurgerKing:
McDoNaLdS

Strawberry or Watermelon:
StRaWbeRRy

Hot tea or Ice tea:
IcE

Chocolate or Vanilla
ChOcOLaTe


Hot Chocolate or Coffee:
CoFFeE

Kiss or Hug:
BoTh

Dog or Cat:
NeIther


Rap or Punk:
RaP::BuT'uH I liKe RnB

Summer or Winter:
SuMMer!!

Scary Movies or Funny Movies:
BoTh

Love or Money:
GuEsS I'Ma SaY LoVE Lol


YOUR...

Bedtime:
DePenDs ;-)

Most Missed Memory:
BeIng a KiD! (SteSS FrEE)

Best phyiscal feature:
MmMm?…My LiPs cOme'er WaNa KiSs?...Nah PhAtbOi's OnLy!

First Thought Waking Up:
AaaaaaHHHhhhhhh wHy CaN't I Be Rich!

Goal for this year:
GoT MaRRiaGe on My MEnU…lol (get it? On My MeNu! Lol {Brown Sugar Man!})

Best Friends:
SerNia, BrAndy, KeYa, PorSche, ChEQuiTA…o My Cuz…MiCheLLe

Weakness:
UmMm…

Fears:
UmMm…

Heritage:
AfRican AmeRicaN

Longest relationship:
ThE OnE I'm iN is FoLiFe

HAVE YOU...

Ever Drank:
YeP

Ever Smoked:
YeP

Pot:
???????

Ever been Drunk:
WhY DRinK…If NOT tO GET DRuNK??

Ever been beaten up:
umMm NO!

Ever beaten someone up:
No CoMMent! LOL

Ever Shoplifted:
Nah I'M Coo

Ever Skinny Dipped:
NoPe

Ever Kissed Opposite sex:
ThAT's Yo FaNtaCy…lol

Been Dumped Lately:
NoPe


IN A GUY/GIRL
Favorite Eye Color:
BrOwN

Favorite Hair Color:
BlAck.. DaRk BrOwn...

Short or Long:
MmM shOrt! uNleSS iT's a HoT MoHaWk!

Height:
5'3 okAy BabE 5'5 ;-)

Style:
MmM…HoT n TrEndy

Looks or Personality:
BoTh...

Hot or Cute
HoT & CuTe CaN't B one WiThoUt tHe OtHer

Drugs and Alcohol:
Ehhh…BoTh Fck it…lmao!

Muscular or Really Skinny:
iN ThE MiDDLe..

RANDOMS

Number of Regrets in the Past:
NoNe

What country do you want to Visit:
BraZil…lol

How do you want to Die:
MmM…

Been to the Mall Lately:
YeP

Do you like Thunderstorms:
TheY Coo

Get along with your Parents:
Yep

Health Freak:
NoPe

Do you think your Attractive:
YeAh

Believe in Yourself:
Of CoUrSe

Want to go to College:
YeS!!! I NEEd To gO BaCk ASAP

Do you Smoke:
YeP

Do you Drink:
yeP

Shower Daily:
UhH YeAh WhO Does'Nt?

Been in Love:
I aM In LoVE

Do you Sing:
Use ToO

Want to get Married:
070707 lol

Do you want Children:
Got'EM DeS and Bj (love you)…and my otha lil one DOnJeA…(love you too momma muwah!)

Hate anyone:
Nah No EnErgY fOr ThAt BoO BoO…lol

Hummm

Duno what i want to talk about...ummm i have some down time so i decided to stop by my blog and drop a line or two...i mean really have nothing to write...lol...i have been debating with myself saying Cre you need to hit the blog up...but something was say'n nah...no reason too...lol and i truly am at a blank...but it is real though...lol i am always letting you know the real...too funny...to the left is my "okay it's official humm" pic me trying to be perez aka....perezhilton.com...lol he has a hot site ya'll should check it out...he is a "blogger"...anywho i am saying in this pic...it's official because i was board that day i needed something to do...and same thing with this blog...it is official because i drew a complete blank...lol...whew and it feels really funny to just have a blank mind...glad i don't walk around like that all the time! lol because i know a few people that do! LMAO...whew horrible feeling...horrible...til next post

P.S. i know i spelled "official" wrong on the pic...like i said i drew a blank that day...lmao!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

Just wanted to write a post today cuz it is my b-day! YAY only happens once a year...the day in which you get to feel special around family and friends...a day to reflect your life! Wow...the big 27 whew so this is what it feels like...lol does not feel a day different from 25...lol i am lying it does...lol it feels like wow i am truly a grown ass woman dawg! lol Nah i do feel like... man... i am truly independent...i depend on me...and it is really like a realization...like i am truly raising my own family...doing what my mom did for me...dag...just crazy...it is a trip when i look at it that way...like have you ever took the time out to think about how our parents see us? They have watched us grow all the way up...from a tiny baby...to what we are today...can you imagine how that feels as a parent...i know we bug and we get on their nerves even still as adults...but they straight up raised us from birth! that is some work ya'll trust me i know and mine are still young...i can't wait to see them as adults...(and out of my house...lol)...any who i am having a very special birthday...thanks for all your birthday wishes...and gifts...smooches...xoxo...and i will continue my celebration this weekend...lol yeaaaahhhh boy! ...

P.S...i had fun with the girlies this weekend! we have to do that more often...I was supposed to go see ying yang twins Friday night...but "do to some unfortunate circumstances" (lol inside joke to myself and whoever else gets it)...i was unable to attend boo...but my Saturday night/morning made up for it! :)

P.S.S...***~HaPpY BE-lATeD 1sT B-DaY PRiNcESS DALlIS~*** Many more to come momas!

LIFE...

This life...it's crazy...filled with all types of twist and turns, ups and downs. Lies, truths...pains...happiness, strengths and weaknesses. This life...guess you truly have to know the real you...be truthful with yourself...cuz if you ain't you can't deal with what ever life throws at you...and boy does it throw some major ish! Things you feel like you can't get over, through, under or around...but i feel like if you know you and honest with you...you know what you can handle...you know what you can survive. Then if there are some extra added perks to your life...(i.e. fiance, kids, family, true friends) they just give you more strength to go and and do you...to continue to make you strong...and in some ways they just continue to encourage you. We all need people around us that motivate us...something to look forward too...I don't know what i would do without my support system...love ya...you know who you are! So if you don't got one around you...better grab one...or if you got a bad one...ya betta get a new one...cuz life is too short to make stupid decisions over and over again...and you just might need someone by ya side to say...A! wake up!...or A! you are doing a good job! yeppers! :) Just a few thoughts...lol...

Nothing else really goings on...o yeah my b-day is in like two weeks...lol to the day...lol...and the wedding is soo close it is ridiculous time flies...and i am looking forward to the BRIDAL SHOWER...lol oooo wee shower me! lmao...nah just like to hang out with the girlies that's all...lol relax let the hair down yano! lol well until next post....holla!

What it do?!

Just wanted to drop by and actually touch my blog page...have not written since last month...nothing new really going on just planning for the wedding. Almost got everything under raps...yay!...man it is getting closer and closer...what we got like 18 weeks?...less than 4 months...i can't wait to see what it is going to look like...lol my creation...too funny planning a wedding...i have watched plenty of wedding shows...most of them with big budgets to get what ever they want no mater the price...well not me...not us...we gotta make it do what it do as long as it's done yadada!?...lmao...but it's going to be nice and elegant that's the look i am going for :)

ummm so i am really feeling that JT/Nelly f./Timberland...lol i know i know but it be bumping...lmao...also the Lloyd "get it shawty"...love it...lol what else is there out there o love the DJ Quick and A&G "it's Quick baby i done dropped the DJ" lol yep...and that federation/ric roc "get naked u beezee!"...yeah that be banging too...and of course the robin thick "lost without you" yeah i know it's old but it still bumbs...beats...bangs...rawks...whateva...lol...neyo i like that too...and that keyshia cole and p.diddy funny i did not like the song when it came out now it is on my damn caller tune...lol it's hot! yaaaaaaaaknow!

Well until next post! OH YEAH My B-Day is next month what to do? What to do? hummmmm!? I'm getting OLD...boo hoo hoo!!...lmao...that's okay they say black women don't age so guess i'm good...lmao!

I'm Engaged!

Hello all i know i have not written but i have been being lazy...lol or just plain busy...Well the leading line is "I'M ENGAGED!" Yay Mr. Phatboi has finally made it official and got me the jewel piece to show it...hot stuff...lol well i am going to copy and paste what i wrote on or wedding web site...lol still being lazy...lmao (which i have also posted a link to at the bottom of this page)...ENJOY :)

***WELL it has finally approached! He popped the question, on Valentine's Day. But before all that, let me mention that we went on Power 106 Big Boys Neighborhood to compete in an engagement ring contest. The contest was sort of like the newlywed game (he was asked questions that I had to match the answer too, and vise versa). The whole experience was fun, but we lost...boo! Now back to February 14,2007; We had plans to go to a Neyo concert (that was the consolation prize for losing the contest)I knew he was shopping for a ring and was supposed to pick it up, but he told me that for some reason he could not pick it up...I was like awl kinda sad but in the back of my mind I was like he is lying he wants to surprise me...but I thought to myself what if he really doesn't have it, this put me in a slightly depressed mood, but I did not tell him that (however it reflected in my actions). He tried to do everything he could to get me motivated for the rest of the day but I was just not feeling it. He did motivate me to get dressed so that we can go to the Neyo concert, even though he was not too flattered with my attitude. On the way there he showed me that he had the ring! Awl! I held it in my pocket in the box through the whole Neyo concert...like ummm hello any time now would be great! We went backstage to meet Neyo then we headed home. When we got home...he finally did it! AWL...love him...love him...what he said...you have to ask him...but I just know that...it was really special too me...oh I will tell you this...he said he loves me and he wants me to be a MARGERUM, and I said YES! SO IT'S OFFICIAL! MMMMM MA LOVE YOU BABY!***

Just a Lil Bit

Whut up? Nothing really new with me in this new year...just planning planning planning. My lil one's first birthday is coming so i am preparing for that...and of course i am planning for a mid year event of all events. I am getting more and more excited by the day! Butuhh that is it for now...gotta run! Holla!

HAPPY NEW YEAR

Well, welcome 2007! A new year...crazy time flies. I have a few things that I have planned for this year, and a few things that I am planning. Hopefully all will be completed. New Year's Eve was cool, chilled with the family and extended family. The kids were excited stayed up past twelve! Big thangs coming up...BIG THANGS...will keep ya posted :-) til next post...