Okay I'm gona CRY...

So yesterday on the way home I listened to the song that i picked to walk down the aisle to...wow it is soooo intense...i love the song...i have not even told Mr.Margerum what it is...he may have an idea though...but he will have to wait until the day to find out the answer...I listened to it again today on the way to work and tears started building up in my eyes...wow...I was thinking about the day i walk down the aisle...to my Destiny...to the man that i love that will do anything to make things happen...keep things tight...awl...I am going to be emotional...mess up all my make up...because this song if you really listen to it...close your eyes...listen to the words...the artist sings it with so much passion that it makes you believe...and i do...the words of the song perfectly describe the way that i love him...soo babe have your handkerchief ready to dry my tears...cuz it is going to rain...lets just hope that I am able to stop the tears from falling...lol at least enough to get through the ceremony and not look a hot mess when it is all said and done...smooches...until next post...holla...boo hoo hoo....

Hey ALL!

I am sitting at work bored out of my mind! I am sooo ready to go home! Anywho the wedding is in a few weeks...and we are still preparing...when does it end...i am guessing not until you walk down the isle...and guaranteed it is going to be someone call'n me on the side "pssst psst cre! you need to do this!" i swear i can hear it now...I have been told i am one of the calmest brides...lol I am pretty calm...that is because i do well under pressure...BUT i do feel it from time to time...i dont' want to come off like a drill sargent but hey you gotta do whatcha gotta do sometimes...I am just trying to make sure all my girls are right...and i am sure he is doing the same on his end...making sure all his guys are right...I am excited...people ask me all the damn time...are you excited?! are you excited?! well hell are you? LMAO...j/k it is mostly my friends...and some random people...i give them a faint look like..."do i look excited to you?" and they ignore it and say well i am...lol! funny...weddings are something that don't happen often...funerals happen more round my way...so most funerals...though sad...it's a rejoicing occasion being that everyone has not seen one another for sooooo long that they are soooo happy to see each other...it is like a family reunion...well at least come 070707 we will be reuniting for a positive reason...no tears except for the happy over joyous ones...no drinking to sorrow...but drinking to the good times and more good times to come...toasting to the future....well i will try to keep you more up dated as we get closer to the BIG event! yay...i go in an out...(stress....excitement...stress...excitement) can't help it...lol but i am happy! chhheeeeese...until next post! holla!

Say It AiN't sO!?

So a few of my friends decided to join the lil blog scene!...funny lol...i am more than interested to see what they will be posting...I never really thought that they would be interested in having a personal blog...for god's sake! they were super super faithful to the "myspace" movement...lol how dare you sneak out to the other side of the net?...just joking with ya'll...try to catch up with me...cuz i wanna read ya mind...lol anywho...nothing new other than that...one more month til the wedding...YAY...having night mares about the day in general...but everyone ends with a smile on my face... so i guess....that's...a good thing? Let's hope so! Well that is all for now...until next post...HOLLA!

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